Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Hating.
I am incredibly bad. I wasted my entire winter vacation thus far on watching tv shows. I have more than enough to do, but I really can't bring myself to do so. The stress is killing me, and it's not making it better that my parents are haranguing me about finishing whatever needs to be done. I know. Great. Can I just have a break? I know I have a lot on my plate. In fact, I'm starting to act weird. I used to always finish whatever I was given to eat, but now I'm picky. I used to hate running, but now I feel like exercising? I used to be kinda meh about being silly, and now I want an impeccable shell around me? This morning I had a dream, and I was raising my voice to stop someone from shoving something at me, because I didn't want it. I actually screamed out loud in my sleep, apparently. Last last night, I apparently sleepwalked. WTF. I've never done that in my life. Apparently I sat up, turned on the light, and walked through the house, and did who knows what. Then, I came back to sleep. I have no recollection whatsoever about this. Looking at https://health.google.com/health/ref/Sleepwalking, I realized that these are exactly the symptoms of sleepwalking. This is creeping me out. I barely had any sleepwalking, if at all when I was a teeny little kid. I think. But, now it's starting? Am I that stressed out? I'm practically an adult now. I could drive and hurt someone or something, and it's starting to sound like a horror movie. I don't really like horror movies in general, cuz they still creep me out. I was scared by the movie The Ring. I really, dunno. I don't want to worry anyone, but what if it gets serious? I...maybe I should just see how it goes? >.> I really, am a mess, and the things I have to do are piling up. omg.
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