"you know, they say that you only end up keeping up with 8 high school friends in college max. i wonder who my 8 will be // lol i realized the things i want, the things i wish for, can never be bought. not even by bribes." -friend's status
my eight friends. why such a number? why not 9, or 7? What type of test was done to make this the number? Why not a nice round number like 5 or 10? Why 8? I enjoyed my high school experience, no matter how many bad days happened, no matter how many days I just wanted to punch everything. What eight friends will I leave behind? Just eight? How will I choose? This is so aklfsd. uh oh.
Also, the happiest things that one wants are also the most inexpensive. That is true. Perception is everything. This is all coming into a full circle. Today, I felt warm. Spring sports have finally started, and today, I came home and wore a tshirt, something I havent done for ages. I havent felt warm enough to take off my jacket after school for so long. Spring is really coming around, and everything I wanted to do by the end of high school, the time is short. I dunno how its gonna end. I dunno if I'll be happy. I know I try to live in the present, never looking back or planning too far forward, never trying to force anything, just taking things as is. I've been a bit more tired than I like to be, and thus more crabby and whatever lately, but I'm getting better. I'm sleeping more, and I'm recuperating. I know I'm not smart. I know that I will never be how certain overs can be. Thus, I've mostly given up being the best. I just want to live a normal life, and be okay.
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