Mistake

It was a total, utter, complete mistake. I'm not fit for engineering. I'm not. Who am I kidding? I <3 business. I <3  selling stuffs and accounting. I <3 financials. I <3 the competition and the surge of success at the end. I <3 product placement and brand equity. Why don't I go to change my major now? I dislike physics. I don't like electric. I'm just lying to myself. It's simply apparent in my attitude. WHY. I would be glad to leave physics once and for all. I'd even take med school over engineering. Why am I doing this then? I'm facing 8 years and a lifetime in the computer world. It's not something I want. Either I break my pride and spill it, or I suck it up for the rest of my life. I'm never gonna make it. I won't. Today at Technovation, I was bored outta my mind. That familiar feeling of I don't give an anything. I just balk at the topic. Mm.