Valentine's Day

It's less than a week away! Ask that special someone blah blah blah.

omg. I'm sick of hearing these words. STOP IT. I may act kinda squishy and close to pplz sometimes, but I definitely am not gay. I know that one of my friends always asks me to hold hands with her, and sometimes I do, because it's a JOKE, she also puts her hands in my jacket pockets and feels my tummy or puts her hand around my back. Okay. First of all. Putting hands in pocket was a way to keep warm in winter, and it was also a way to disguise her holding my hand. Plus, it's just touching. omg. Shinee like, touches each other all the time. If there's bromance, there's the girl version of it too. It's just we're good friends. Nothing else. Plus, with other friends, I'm kinda touchy-feely sometimes, all hugging on their side too. I can't help that shoulders meld so easily with the front of my torso. Plus, it's so much easier to see/comfy/conserving of energy when you put your head on someone else's shoulder. And, when others say, oh, its like, awkward, well okay it's kinda awkward, yea, but like, I also know it's a joke. grow up. Don't keep asking me to send these things to friends cuz I just ain't buying it. I keep my own space, and I have limitations, however much you beg to differ. Plus, valentine's day holds kinda a special meaning for me. Theres a lot of guys that I think about each time the phrase "valentines day" comes up. Most of these have actually ended in despair, so like, valentines day doesn't hold the best meaning for me right now. It kinda pisses me off actually. I'm going through my own issues and trying to figure stuffs out, and now I gotta deal with everyone asking everyone else out, flowers sent, secret admirers, blah blah. omg. I am tired. Don't mention it to me. I barely tease others about their social problems anymore, just listen, cuz it kinda hurts, and it's really annoying when everyones talking about something you dun wanna talk about. I totally get that other side of the situation now.