Don't do it. It's stupid. It's really stupid. I was talking to friends a few days ago, and this one person was picking fights. We were commenting on my nails, which are long, because I like longer nails I can paint. I'm a girl, and I have girly habits. Sorry guys. So she said: "[my name] has long nails. It's been a whole weekend and she still hasn't cut them" in a derogatory tone to my face. I was like..."so?" and she replies "A whole weekend. What were you doing? Girly things like prancing around at sleepovers again?" HOLD UP. I don't prance. I don't spend every weekend at sleepovers. I'm not a party girl 24/7. I have a sense of responsibility with which, I SOMETIMES SPEND MY WEEKENDS WORKING IF I GOT A LOT TO DO. Don't just stereotype me like that. Five minutes later, she goes, "it's bad to cut your nails too short." great. so now I can't make them too short either. After that whole lecture of how I didn't cut my nails. wtf.
today, she commented, how "I'mna draw your eyebrows. Your facial features are interesting [she might have well said funny looking]". Great. and not only that, I was like, "I have fancy clothes too, not just my normal sweatshirt and jeans", and she said "oh really? I've never seen you wear them". Fair enough. I rarely wear anything snazzy to school. But then, she says "oh really? I didn't know you have such fancy clothes. You never wear them." UHM. JUST CUZ I DUN WEAR THEM IN FRONT OF YOU DOESNT MEAN I DUN HAVE THEM. YOURE IN TEH LIRARY HALF THE TIME ANYWAYS, LONER. so I told her "you dun see me over the summer and on weekends, loser." she pretty much stereotypes me as a giant nerd child that doesnt do anything except study. Okay, I agree I was mostly gung-ho about studying back in like middle school, when no one did anything fun, so I had no other choice. Now, when I go hang out with friends, she says OH, im a PARTY GIRL. Can't I be a dynamic character? Can't I have a life? and then, she tells me, OH, I've "changed". And I tell her, "no? I havent? At least I don't think so?" and she says, "Oh i must have thought wrong about you, I reached a breakthrough" I say "mkayyy you wanna tell me how you thought of me?" and she goes "no.". so i say, "okayy, why not?" and she says "Do you understand the word breakthrough? Apparently not. Let me tell you. Breakthrough means something I realized and I can't tell you." Great. just great. So not only are you gonna leave a cliffhanger, but youre just gonna tell me I dunno english? EXCUSE ME. Last time I checked, breatkthrough meant realization, but nothing else. No secrecy that enshrouds it. anddd I'm in AP LIT. You always comment on my "Lit Posse". That exists cuz im in LIT with all my LIT FRIENDS YA KNOW. Also, you know what? I don't belong to posses, and I'm sorry if you're not happy with our talking about lit. You can leave. Our seats are self-chosen anyways.
Okay, I wasn't that mean. But that whole thing brought me down all day. I felt kinda bad. It brings a disgusting taste with it. I'm done ranting about this topic now.
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