Hamlet Actors

I was just reading some Hamlet for our in-class essay tomo :OOO, and I realized how hard actors/entertainers in general have it. They have to work so hard, and feel so sucky behind the scenes for just a few seconds of limelight. I think I've touched on this before [click here], how shinee works so hard, and how much we should appreciate their efforts, and now, I've developed that point. It feels as if, you don't deserve the victory. It's a bitter victory. It's like, entertainment requires a bunch of people behind the scenes, and the artists can't totally claim the victory as their own. Plus, they've probably had so many fights and stuffs behind the scenes, and so, they feel horrible about this thing already in the first place. It's like, you know, when you do something wrong, and you don't really want to admit it, so you just kinda brush it off to the side and hope it doesn't rear its ugly head again. They've probably tried to brush it off so many times, and now, pplz are applauding them for something that's imperfect. It's like trying to edit an essay that really just needs to be rewritten. You hate the essay to its guts when you're editing. And now, pplz are applauding you for something you hate. It gives a great sense of happiness, but also, unsatisfaction. It's, painful. >.>