Life is horrible. It goes down the drain at the worst times. My mood swings are definitely getting worse, and they're starting to affect my life. It used to be that when I got mad I just cooled off and became myself again. Now, it even interferes with grades and important stuff.
BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT. I can't help that the world does not make sense, and it does not see eye to eye with me. I told everyone that my college essay would piss them off badly. ...and they still wanted to read it. FINE. READ IT. OKAY. But then to criticize me for being such a idiot? Well, guess what. I MEANT to show that I was human. I was showing a weak side, and I concur that it made me sound dumb. CUZ IT WAS MEANT TO BE. (There seems to be a ton of allcaps for me today.) Don't criticize me on that. I told you that before, and you should be warned. That's all I'm saying.
Also, the world does not get in my way when I am mad. I sometimes argue for sides that I do not support. Common sense makes you doubt me, and you're supposed to stop me. But no. You don't. Unable to stop my pride, I just go along with my fail position and it's starting to affect real life. I know I should just stop and all, and I am going too far, but TOO BAD SUCKA. By that time, I am so angry that I don't want to deal with it anymore, and I just want to go through with my dumb deal. and I do. YAY.
Wow admitting that just made my bubble burst. Thanks for being with me bubble. Well, too bad. I'm done.
I don't make sense, but I do to myself. and so I do to everyone else. YAY.
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